Friday, June 26, 2009
Please Come Back
opened my eyes and looked around
i can't see you, you're gone
i pretended that i was okay
but i wasn't good
that's true
baby, i need you
i love you
baby please come back
hold me in you hands
let me know that i'm okay
Keep It
i wasn't blind so i couldn't see what
you've put it down into my heart
i never thought that you can touch me
i always thought that you bring me into
you've put it down into my life
sign me in the world you've ever try to get me in
as public as the lights at the top
my love you kill me crazy
sign me in the world you've always try to get me in
as soon as you try to keep it
my love can you keep it
Thursday, June 25, 2009
As A Man
gave me the meaning of my life
you came to me, filled my emptiness
touched me baby so I can fly
you teach me, you break me, yes you can take me
destroy my ego so we can walk together
you love me, you treat me, yes you told me
bring the sunshine to my day
so come again
so come again
you are, you are
you are the world i live
you are, you are
you are all i want and need
you are the only girl
that can make me wholly
as a man
and tonight I can't sleep
imagine how sweet you are
my perfect dream you are
Never Get Before
no matter what they say
whatever what they see about your way
get out of your door, open your eyes and think outside
though they see like you play
but you prove them that this is the day
keep dreaming! as wide as the sky above
keep thinking! that you were born to be more than a conqueror
keep walking! keep running!
til you get something you never get before
away, away, away
far away from yourself kingdom
realize...
you are getting something you never get before
More Than Yesterday
I just want you to come and feel
The depth of my heart
Pumping up your name on high beat
I never want you to give me much
I just need you to be near and feel
Hear me whispering
The word you'll never hear again
Do you know what I mean?
Do you feel what I looked for?
Smash my heart, break it away
Break my wall and see what's inside
See what I mean, today...
Today, I love you more than yesterday
Round, around, around the world I seek for you
Shout out loud to the end of time
I never found better
Til I choose better
Away
From the wildest war of self
I'm running away
Liar liar you seem like a friend
But you steal my life
You truly are a liar
Sekali Untuk Selamanya
sekali untuk selamanya
menikmati cinta yang terukir
hanya untukmu
tak ingin kukehilanganmu
tak terbayangkan, tak terpikirkan
jalani hidup ini
tanpa kamu
I Don't Know Why She Loves Me
I was just a face in the crowd.
I was a puzzle that's getting more complicated in every way.
Looked for all my pieces in no where.
Caught an empty box with an empty future.
I was a sinful walking guy in the morning.
Like a trash by the side of the road.
Every part was a mourn, filled by shames and flaws.
Never be thought about, never be cared by.
I was trying to be the best, but I already failed at the start.
I didn't know how to begin every scene.
All I have done is feel my life very messed up in the end.
Until one day, I saw her came into my life.
Gave her love to mine, filled me with a new one.
Made me see and feel right.
Made me able to stand on my own feet.
I don't know why He love me, that's why I love her.
He catch me when I fall.
Accept me unconditionally.
That's why I love her.
Life is A Song
Life is a song
And you are the writer
At the verse you wrote all your background
From your kid's story to your teenage
You talked about first love that's selfishly
You talked about your pity puberty
You talked about hedonism that's wasted freely
You very liked it, you enjoyed it
As the slow music sounding
How fun and crazy is it
You feel like you are stranger at the bridge
Bridging the gap between your childish habits
And something grew up
The music sound like weird
And you thought and asked,
"Are you welcomed in this world?"
You search yourself in the wrong things sometimes
That's what we said a lil' bit pitch-y
Until your life went onto its peak
When first love become more serious
The puberty become maturity
And hedonism become destiny
And you arrived to write down the chorus
When everyone sing what you feel
Twice or even three times
Life is a song
And you are the musician
Music freak!!
That's because you sing it like you live it
Or you live it like you sing it
Of course you love it: it's your life.
Jadilah Ratu
satu permohonanku hari ini
mari jadilah ratu
di hatiku, di pikiranku
sampai malam berlalu
satu permohonanku untuk esok hari
mari jadilah ratu
di hatiku, di pikiranku
hingga waktu berganti
satu permohonanku untuk setiap hari
mari jadilah ratu
di hatiku, di pikiranku
untuk selamanya
satu permohonanku, cuma satu
dan itu tidak palsu
…
tidak seperti yang lalu lalu
Cinta Bukan Punya Siapa-siapa
terbayang paras wajah itu, saat siang tadi seolah membekas wajahmu di mataku.
Ingin kuputar waktu dan berhenti saat kau dan aku berdua, selamanya…
… walau sejuta tahun lamanya.
Ini gejolak asa dan jiwa, bukan sekadar permainan perasaan
yang mampu membuat engkau tertawa detik ini, dan menangis detik selanjutnya.
Malam ini aku tidak bisa tidur,
bertopang dagu dekat jendela kamarku sambil mendengar suara hatimu
dari sudut bumi yang lain.
Cinta bukan milik siapa-siapa.
Bukan aku, dan juga bukan kamu…
Itulah sebabnya aku tidak bisa tidur malam ini,
mencoba membayar cinta,
mencoba mencari pemiliknya,
dan membelinya…
Please Don't Hide It
when you look around
people do what they do
they don’t know its meaning
run in the unstoppable wheels
’til they die
then you hear your heart’s beats
and you found that
something different in you
they need it, yes it will make
them alive
you don’t need to hide it
no, no need
just show it and don’t be hesitate
they need to find their destiny
they need to finish the race
don’t hide it
please, don’t hide it
you cannot live selfishly
you cannot pretend that
you don’t understand about it
please, don’t hide it
because the truth is not about what they see
it’s not about something fake
just stand up now, oh yes
you can be the witness of truth
so let it be
so please don’t hide it
Jangan Tanya
Jangan pernah tanya apa perasaanku.
Jangan pernah salahkan aku
Karena aku jatuh cinta…
Cinta datang tiba-tiba tanpa diminta.
Aku tidak bisa lari.
Panahnya tembus di dadaku ketika aku tidur.
Aku ingin lagi, menangis sambil tertawa.
Merintih sambil tersenyum.
Thirsty
i was looking to all over the world
and found no enough water to be drink
i was dead by continuing thirst
i have tried and tried
as i didn’t know what to do
desperately longing
for something makes me whole
because i was just a half
groaning and crying
in my silence
in the depth of my soul
assist me to quit from the wilderness of mind:
(i was damn wrong!!)
i was a liar to myself
wore a mask in the crowd
find me, i come.
I Just Wanna Go Home
after a long time ago I was played with my past
I’m tired, I’m so sleepy
I just wanna sleep
on my bed…
on my pillow…
I just wanna go home
after my journey was blocked
from every confusing part of life
that could not be borne by me
oh my God…
come here, and take me home…
Cukup Sudah
ketika seluruh hidup ini menjadi satu dengan hidupmu
kamu di hidupku, dan aku di hidupmu
ketika semua lamunan buang-buang waktu sejenak menjadi lagu
kamu menggurui hatiku
kamu merajai hatiku
runtuhlah...
hancurlah semua keangkuhanku tentang cinta
terbongkar sudah semua rantai angkara
cukup sudah
ketika seluruh hidupku sadar adanya kamu
kamu di hidupku, dan aku di hidupmu
ketika aku tahu bahwa kamu mencintaiku
mari terus sadarkan aku
mari terus biarkan kamu menemani hatiku
dan memelukku
sampai aku tidak lagi hidup
Aku Malu
sedang apa hatiku sekarang
aku kira kamu dengar
pikirku tentang kamu
semua terdengar lucu
saat kamu tanya aku
karena aku kira kamu tahu
bertabuh-tabuh melulu
jantung ini bersenang-senang
aku tahu kamu tahu
sekarang...
sampai selamanyaaa...
aku malu
mengejar kamu
aku malu mendekatimu
berdebar kencang jantungku
saat kulihat kamu
tersenyum kepadaku
bicaralah padaku
dan kamu akan tahu
bagaimana pilunya mulutku
diam bagai batu
aku malu